About a boy

A boy was shy with dreams unbound

Going away from home, pretended to be profound

A few friends around, no jeer and smirk

Going all the way down south for training and work

The day was heavy and the night was dull

The boy was sad but kept still

Kept telling himself, it’ll be dawn someday

Don't lose your cool, he’ll pave the way

Day came, he landed, it was a new world

Different thoughts different likes, he felt absurd

A few days passed and a girl came in

Brought life with her and colors to fill in

This boy was awed and stared for long

When gained conscience pretended to be strong

With courage gained in the boy approached

His first words were-"let your hairs loose"

The girl was shocked as if pinched with a stub

She said she was the teacher and will take it up

The boy was giggling but kept his calm

His brazenness paid off, was it a fluke or the charm

The boy was back and the girl was the saver

They became acquaintances then friends forever

Fall in love

The day has come , heck who am I fooling
Am not tied up but pretending to be
Have thoughts in my mind can't wait till tomorrow
You said to be bold, I'm trying to be

She says:-" I don't know you yet, have only met you thrice.
Am unsure about you , are you a virtue in disguise "
I say close your eyes and let yourself loose
Don't you let your brain but your heart to choose.

It is hollow what they say and dunno why they teach
Not true but yeah sounds great to preach
That it was not love what you've felt before
And it'll take reason and time to mature.

They might be right but I doubt there's a chance
When you hear her first time or exchange a glance
And that very moment ,when you know it isn't true
It pounces you hard as if out of the blue.

Let the luck come in , for once it knocks your door
Be happy, fall in love and I couldn't agree with you more.

I wish

I wish you sit on the porch with me
I wish you pick buds off for me
I wish you sense the smell of me
I wish you feel the breath in me

Those folded hands when touch your armlet
Say a few things out in open
Those golden earrings and the necklace
I sent you my love a token

When a strand of hair irritates your eyelid
Leaves a million hearts in pain
When a smile comes up on those rose buds
Happily they loose their worlds in vain

You're the one I wish to be with
You're the one I pray
You're the one I dream about
You're the reason I fray

If there is light, If there is truth
Come take me through a test
For her I'll cross a million worlds
Till then no joy no fest.

Will it be true,Can this be true
So many of these thoughts have come
If this be true, Heck this be true
Will I then shout or be numb?

What a day!

At eight in the morning and we were in a hurry
Jostled around for bread and then for curry
Four of my friends with memories bountiful
We painted this Sunday a bit more beautiful

Our day started with “Hangover 3”
We lost ourselves and set us free
It wasn't long , 10 minutes have barely past
Our decency blew up leaving people aghast
With all round abuses and breaking the jinx
Again we were sitting for “Fast 6”

At sometime around 2 for bon apetit
Sushi and soup was worth for a credit
The day died down but the craziness went forth
Morons shopped as hell without a dearth

On the way back home , counting pennies for the fare
Heading home but why, one gave me a glare
Night has just begun and don’t be low
The miser will buy tickets for the third show

When he went ahead , we were in a shock
Had he ever spent a penny was the usual mock
But that day was different without a doubt
Like day to like day the night was also loud

Don't you know me by now?

Eyes like lake and lips like rose
Color of milk you leave me amuse
That day I saw you with a bunch of friends
Like an ocean wave on a muddy sand


Though you were there your eyes were not
Looking for someone in utter distraught
Then if you remember our eyes met
Like morning showers on the soil bed


You looked like wine or the winter dew
Your tinge of smile rejuvenated the view
You were serene but placed your eyes down
Not any of your friends but I was your own

Our eyes were fixed and none to say
I told you to look away,don't catch me prey
Take me I take you we have none to defend
This world is not ours , we have nothing to pretend

This line,you fell for me , it happened somehow
Don't you know me , Don't you know me by now?

An Angel

She was like morn or a free bird
Had virtuous light or colourful feathers
I was tired and numb after the usual toil
Like very few showers on the merciful soil

When I saw her she was passing through
Out of my bounds as if soaked in dew
I followed her like a slave in chains
She made me pure from all strains

Have always wondered, do I have any thoughts
For her what I say, should I follow the dots
Her thoughts provoke life if a stone instead
Like an angel among us in flesh and blood

Give me a reason I can smile

Like the last drop on a dreary sand
Like the first showers make the land fragrant
Like an early ray after a gloomy night
Paint my life a little more bright



I haven't seen you or heard about
Have odd imaginations which seem stout
A scorn which flashes a shallow dimple
None drives help and then I fumble.



Please heal me,I'm being hostile
Don't keep me waiting,I'm that fragile
Walk with me and I'll be agile
Give me a reason I can smile.

The light of love

A few things are better if u just say 'em
That love is blind and leaves in mayhem
I took all the courage and writing in submission
Though unsure 'bout the limit and precision

It's been a while since I stopped writing
Coz wanted to bring the cake with the icing
Waited a long for something perfect
Found nothing but hell my life to inspect

Since past four months I'm in a new world
Travelling a lot and rubbishly battered
Saw every odd with a question why
Am no more sober and utterly shy

As I look down these past few months
Few images are tucked in the mind's labyrinth
Am awed to find the bottom of it
Or maybe am flawed inspecting a bit

I guess its time that isn't right
And I'll have to wait and give it a fight
There will be moments of enchanting dove
And the dawn will bring the light of love.

LOVE

Love is boundless.A sensory touch above all odds which not only makes you spin  but also causes the earth to go rounds.I am no saint nor a preacher but am bewildered over such a creation of almighty.
Guess he made love at last coz every other sense,touch,nature or a creature counts negligible.After nurturing LOVE the almighty must have called quits because every other artist paints his masterpiece at last.
In this big bad world we all get conscious at times,we think rogue,play rogue and at last make an excuse-
Wish I had God by my side?
Sure we don't have him as a person but what we do have is something the God worships too.
LOVE

My Savior

In sands of time I walked past you
Was high at heels barely crushed the dew
Got to see some pretty good places
Yet mesmerizing few beautiful faces

'Tis a tale not long before
And everyone in the gang was hardly mature
Pulling my leg one asked me why
Show us if you have it and don't be shy

As I approached through the corridor
I saw something I have never before
I dunno it's real or the rumours are rife
But she was the nectar that brought me life

Has heaven descended or am I dead?
Pinched myself what found was red
Was awed,amazed and shook to toe
Cried for her in every go


I was so numb and shell stunned
Was shot at head but tried to pretend
Guess she felt the same as did I
Coz glance she gave still makes me fly

Though unsaid reasons are playing a barrier
But still I want her to be my savior

The New Dawn

Saw her in black in a chilly eve
Am still stunned,is it worth to believe
She was with friends talking this or that
I managed to peep in from a way ahead

Her changing gestures reminded me spring
Her dazzled looks made me awe of her grin
I kept staring for a moment or two
When friends asked me to bid adieu

I tried everything but I guess I'm gone
Though pretty sure tis' a beginning of a new dawn.

It just happened

Hey Frenzz!!! I know its odd but it just happened. Its sm lyrics of my spaghetti ideas so I  jotted 'em down. Based on the tune ...
na na na ....... na   na    na
na na na na na na
CONFUSED!!!
I felt the same...

Check it out!!!

If there are places I could, Remember
I leave it onto you
If there are wonders I could, Ponder
I want them all with you
For every now and then I will be There
Just caaall me for a few
But if I couldn't then my thoughts would
Come peeping all for you

Love and Life

Life is none but the thought-webs of expressions
Which feature some quick-witted live impressions
Love is but the realm of life
Pets every vice less arms and knife

Happy Walking Over The Dew

 It was dimly lit twilight of feb,
my thoughts were crooked ,maybe in a web,
was busy addressing pretty fresh faces,
high on thoughts from head to laces



Some girl I dunno won the prize,
I found her nifty and a bit wise,
Days passed,we talked she made me proud,
Her work as always was out of the crowd



She came by me as a friend and guide,
Got me aware even the darker side,
Till date I consult her at times,
Oops!again following the baby old rhymes

THE UNSOLICITED FRIENDSHIP...

I took his hands by my side,
I asked him every sinful void,
I pleaded every now and then,
Got pinched and shut,when 12 back then

I got from the bed held head up high,
Thought phone him now with wrath and sigh,
But came across a gift thy gave,
And I was flying in moods of suave

Thought every moment we were one,
Like planets rolling round the sun,
Look time has knocked the door again,
Hellish we become and pretty insane..

The Unprecedented Love...

Its been long since I wrote you.Welcome back friends,will keep seeing you...

I really miss you a lot today,
Wish the flowing wind take me away,
Wish these passin' trees bring in solace,
And make me ecstatic with causes.

I sat and waited till the dawn,
You'll come for me told eve and morn,
Got frenzy,when I see not you,
But glimpse of joy sown in dew.

It overshadowed-overpowered,
Fixed my emotions and got 'em plastered,
The gust of wind flowin' up in soil,
I did not see you lessening my toil.

Low at heart and heels I turned,
What I see was something out of the world,
You made it every bit,I scream!
I dunno its real or am I living the dream?

I asked you,I talked you and was effusive,
You vividly kissed me so very massive,
We then had something so very precious,
which lasted forever,great and gracious.

Birthday Crunches

Welcome to a new world of fantasies.Yes,this is what I call my collzzz days.
Anybody at par my vicious circle of naught-ism can't even catch a
glimpse of ecstasy.

Me,a libertarian by deeds stupefies anybody and everybody at first,
and the case went pretty same that day too.

That day,18-09-09 when the lad turned 20,a few OPEN SECRETS got unwound

SHIVENDRA SRIVASTAVA,bailiwick of music is mad about rockclimbing,amiable
to frenzz is being beaten black and blue,having singular mind frame is
in catch 22.Man,is that a presentiment or has it started???
......

DAY THREE, ON A WINNING SPREE

Branded shirt, trouser then overcoat then shoes fragrancing the living room of 49, patel nagar .Alambagh ,Lucknow
All that one could hear was an unusual tone in the house.
IS HE OUT OF HIS MIND OR WE OUT OF OUR SENSES?:-uncle said. There hasn’t been a day when we do not hear his cries while getting ready .He is so very quiet .What so special bhabhi???
{
Me interrupting midway:- chacha ,fasten the seatbelts, I’m rushing to take ur bahu home???......lolzzz all around.
}
.............
........
.
In collzz
08:57 am
LT 22


No sooner did I enter the class than I heard the roars and comments.
ME:- Am I a celeb or sth?
{
Flaunting as much as I could
}
ASHU:-You a moron? Can’t u screw ur absurdity???]


After recess
Digi lab

Me and bhai gettin’ ready for the compeering part of BOLLY ENIGMA. Yes, sth whose advertising posters raised umpteen issues..
{
na na no tragic ones darling, rather..........
Why the hell u not pasted 8x10 poster rather a mere 4x3?
RAJ ,he’s so very cute. I wish I would be her SIMRAN.....
Will I find my RAJ racing on a white horse.........I wish I could. I wish I can.God,he’s so vry cute.............
and so on and so many........
}
...........
PRANJAL:-Man, where are u now?
ME:- Bhai, wait a sec.
{
I dunno why the hell do I become ostentatious when it comes to compeering?
}
Hi ANKY.wish me luck yaar
ANKY:- sorry dude.......a bit busy??...lolzzz.Later, as you say....
Hi AANANDITA I wonder if all goes well.
AANANDITA:- for sure yaar.......We all believe in you.
{
Let me tell u the preceding stmt left the kid{me of course} awestruck. Since then whenever I feel low I ponder these days and it’s been a millionth time I thank her. She made me realize my true strength...
}

ME {all emotional}:-Bhai, jai mata di....Let’s rock........{burst out laughing}....


The dumbcherads ..........all for a cause
Let me remind ,sth at which gals are good at is dumbcherads..Yes , RAJ OR RAHUL.......who the hell maybe......It was either of these two who made the gals realize their national sport in one of his movies.......
Years after here in Digilab the case was the same......ROUND 3 ....dumbcherads....
Oooo aaaaa wow...The wind was such,that the co-ordi sir challenged ANKITA an AANANDITA for this memorable sport.....unable to control the laughter I shouted:--go on buddy...
The fine champions took the challenge and tried their level best but somehow faltered.......
It was later when we came to know the movie was 88 ANTOP HILL.......
I realized that I would prefer a rebirth to answer this.......But as we are, we teased the so called fine champions in every possible way we could.........


04:20 pm
Same day

ME:- Prez. I’m leaving as ASAMANJAS resuming in 10 minutes. Come soon.
AANANDITA was ready as ever.
I thought a few of my frenzz will handle BOLLY ENIGMA and rest will help us in ASAMANJAS.
But the worst was yet to be seen.


04:27 pm

CO-ORDI MA’AM:- SHIVEN, Where the hell are your participants? We have 70 odd people out there. You promised me 150+.
ME:-Errr.....Ma’am......
{
There were a million thoughts clinging in my mind. What the hell do all these people think of? I call them frenzzz SCREW THEM?
PREZ, ISHANSH,ASHU,BHAI all busy.......How the hell do I believe?..........I didn’t feel this way before.....
With handful people out there, we somehow managed to assemble the mob .

}
CO-ORDI MA’AM:-You a moron {umpteenth time}............You managed 150 entries for ISHANSH almost the same for PRAKHAR........What the hell these guys doing upstairs......ENJOYING EACH BIT THEY CAN????
ME:-hmmmmmm....Yes ma’am........ok ma’am.....as u say ma’am/.......blah blah.......
............
....
...
AANANDITA,ANKITA,MALINI.....ALL THREE IN LT-13....
{
at the entry gate itself
}
Guys, howz the test???
AANANDITA:-Yaar,I mz tell paper is damn so good.
ME:-We did it. I betted we will.....
......
.
PREZ enters at 04:55
I left no stone unturned in abusing him.
AANANDITA appears interrupting:-Chill yaar. He was busy upstairs.
ME:- Can’t I say a word to my friend..
AANANDITA:-Not at all when I’m around.
{
CO-ORDI MA’AM,ANKY, MALINI ,AANANDITA and PREZ of course managed the atmosphere brilliantly and the test ended well......
}


05:32 PM

ME:- AANANDITA,I can’t believe my eyes . We landed safely.
AANANDITA:-Yepp, 140 odd participations. Nevertheless expected.
{
BHAI,ISHANSH,ASHU enter....
}
ME:- I dreamed of it and you made me realize that. I’m so very thankful.
AANANDITA:-na yaar....There’s nothing like that. We are an efficient team to reckon with........and burst out laughing...........
{
FRENZZ, you are the strength of my writings.....So, don’t you dare do such things again....
.......................
.........
}

DAY TWO FOR ALL THOSE WHO WOO...

If you are here to look out for something different, man get rid off??

The story is still the same as I can’t get you something new “for a song”??? Wait for ways to be
made.

Day two was full of big or small cardzzz . Everyone out there was mesmerised with the aroma
flowering the atmosphere. Now we have “THE CONSCRIPT FOR YOU”. Yepp, the much hyped
sensational tete-e-tete with ISHANSH and MALINI.


The show became a huge hit with at most 150 participations. Let me take backstage for some
sp-icy curry.


04:27 pm
After collzzz
Lt complex

Hue and cries,man get to work.......ARE MORE XEROX REQUIRED????

Ya,of course......30 more required......get that soon.......
.....
.
Who’s there?????.........

WHO’S RECITING ALL THIS???
..........
......
..’

REWIND THE SCENE FOR 4 HRS.
12:35 PM
IN FRONT OF ACADEMIC BLOCK

ME:- Bhai, ask anky ‘bout the feedbacks of your 1st round....

BHAI:-Watta ask ? She’s busy in the preparations...

What! Is she taking the exam??I can smell the spoilt.......bhhhhaaaiii

BHAI:-This is much alike the placement paper.How the hell can she miss that...
{for GOD sake shut the chatter......}

IN UNISON:-Hi ISHANSH???Are U Done ???
{pyar aur haar .....ISHANSH ki dictionary mein nhi .....shhhh}......

ISHANSH:- Guys, I’m almost done......But WHAT U ALL checkin’ out........

ME:- FFFRIENDD......CAN’T U see ...KAMAAL is also here....

THREE OF US:-Hello KAMAL/......

KAMAAL:-Hhello yaar.....

PROFILE REVIEW:-

KAMAAL:-a good guy...and a friend

{KAMAAL WAS HERE TO HELP US IN CHECKING THE ANSWERSHEETS.........WHICH WAS ACTUALLY A MISCONCEPTION....LOLZZZ...HE WAS THERE ALL FOR A CAUSE....a bit louder.... }

ANKITA{to herself}:-How come he be here???I must ask him to leave???
{hold on ANKY take a chill}

Hello KAMAAL....

KAMAAL:-HALO .....HELLO YAAR

AANANDITA:-{composed as ever..}...Wat u guys busy with????SH_ _ _ _...extend your thanks
atlest.......
{in a microsec}
ME:-Yes of course KAMAAL...thanks a tonne yaar...

BHAI{murmuring}:-ahem ahem..BHAI she asked all of us to thank KAMAAL and you ran alike ..........
I heared that??????
{a few close talks b/w us}.

MALINI:-Guys,get to work......We have our spot in hrs..[she is one who’s always concentrated{.H2SO4.}.towards work....yaar.....and no lolzzz ]

Then ABHAY,SHIVAM,RAJ...almost EVERYBODY turned up...........

Thanks RAJ,SHIVAM,ABHAY but we can help ourselves..........

AANANDITA{for the first time}:-YAAR!!! Do call a few more frenzzz...The work will be over
within secs.

RAJU{sneezing}:- no need yaar!!! Actually I gotta work ........will join U guys later...

{no need dude}.
EVERYBODY:-hmmm.Thanks for joining yaar.....take care

HASTA-MANIANA BEGINS.....

Hardly had the clock rung 03:00am when I ended up rubbing my eyelids.yepp,i didn't have sleep that day.

04:00 am

It was 1st feb/2009,the day which everyone of us was eagerly waiting.The only reason being a full apetite feast on MALINI'S b'day {kiddin'}. Though prime reason being "our work had started bearing FRUITS."

The day has come.....STREET PAINTING TODAY, as mentioned.on posters and pamphlets fragancing the college lanes.

08:00 am

Community centre

I.E.T. lko

It was an electryfying atmosphere all around all that one could hear were PRAISES.First, I complimented myself and then approached my troop.

HAIL SEMANA FESTIVA.........

hi bhai...PREZ....ishansh....ashu.....

Hello Sir,Ma'am......blah blah blah

PARTICIPANTS ENJOYING TO THE FULLEST..........I talked with a few and and then concentrated to a few from those few......[jokin']

................

.........

..

AANANDITA and ANKITA and b'day girl enters:-

hi,hi,hi,hi/.......

Happy b'day yaar.......

thanks a lot......

PRANJAL:-[INTERRUPTING]......We are all set to have a bang........here.........as well as at the restaurent..........

{silence}........

ME:-{murmuring}:-

SILENCE SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS

IF SAY THAS TRUE IF NOT YET FAIR.......

{WHAT THE HELL AM I THINKING OF}

Yaar, we're damn serious this time.We want a lavish treat at all odds.

THE THREE FRENZZZ:- For sure yaar...let the events finish we'll definetely have one.

To have an aura....I asked AANANDITA to sit amidst the noise and set our forthcoming paper.

I found a million eyes pinching the two of us.......

HAPPY TO SHIVEN:- funny guy.look at me.....I'm a true hero.A million fans staring me..

SHIVEN:-SHUT UP....YOU NON-SENSE. Move to another place.

AANANDITA:-Hello......where the hell you are.change this question..................

ME:- Yaar, we'll discuss it later..........enjoy the concert.

...........

...

.

OOPS, what I got now.....a digi cam.

ME:-bhai ...do u have one?

BHAI:-Yes buddy.....click me and i'll click yours

DEAL{in unison}

lolzzz all around

ISHANSH:-HI EVERYONE........

Where the hell were you???

PRANJAL:-mz be helping JYOTSNA. She's the ASS. CO of STREET-PAINTING.Don't u know that.....]

{SORRY BHAI}

PROFILE REVIEW:-

JYOTSNA:-a friend of ours, a good friend of ISHANSH...lolzzz.........a great human being

ME:- bhai, it seems your eyes are searching some____.

shut up......thas not so??

then what's that upto??.......laughs...but only between two of us

{we clicked a million photoes but none to the expectations...kept on appreciating everybody wheather we like his/her work or not..}.........

A SUDDEN REMORSE........

when I tried to click THE THREE FRENZZZ but faltered......

HAPPY:-YOU...... a complete loser...stupid

SHIVEN:-thas nothing to be made an issue. They are your frezzz too. ASK THEM AGAIN

HAPPY:- Don't you dare do that........a pinch of respect is left and that too will be wiped off.....

Hellish,unknown to a digi cam and planning to be an engineer..hehehe

And this time I went with happy......

PRANJAL:- You asked them to pose for you....... Thas great man......you goin' great guns.....

ME:- It's hardly an issue...if you ask they'll appreciate you too.....

PRANJAL:- It's fine. If I'll feel I'll surely ask..

{you know what,all 6 of us...oops, 5 of us...with ISHANSH an exceptioon were somewhat shy from each other.We preferred our own spaces.}

[LACK OF INTERACTION........YOU KNOW THAT]

ME:-{GOOD LORD......I WISH I COULD SHARE MY STUPIDITY WITH PRANJAL}

The show went well...with lots of applauses.........

In exaggeration I complimented ANYBODY AND EVERYBODY...........you know me...

{Ending day one post I strongly thank my frenzzz. I know there are a few stupid happenings which could have been avoided but what to do it was first major event of ours. I sincerely plead for a sorry if it hurts you in any possible way. }